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i wish to observe people's experiences/pleasures/perspectives to a sickeningly voyeuristic extent, while not being a person myself
i see... in that case, i think i'll be interested in taking note of some iop readings during your exam. in the meanwhile, let's sit here for now while i prepare. let me know if there's anything i can do to help you feel comfortable or if you have any other concerns ^-^
hello i am your optometrist today :) so i hear youre having problems with eye pressure?IAMACROBA wrote: 1g5939
i wish to be observed to an almost sickeningly voyeuristic extent
i see... in that case, i think i'll be interested in taking note of some iop readings during your exam. in the meanwhile, let's sit here for now while i prepare. let me know if there's anything i can do to help you feel comfortable or if you have any other concerns ^-^
[nervous and excited squawking]Achromalia wrote: 6z4f3o
i wish to observe people's experiences/pleasures/perspectives to a sickeningly voyeuristic extent, while not being a person myself
hello i am your optometrist today :) so i hear youre having problems with eye pressure?IAMACROBA wrote: 1g5939
i wish to be observed to an almost sickeningly voyeuristic extent
i see... in that case, i think i'll be interested in taking note of some iop readings during your exam. in the meanwhile, let's sit here for now while i prepare. let me know if there's anything i can do to help you feel comfortable or if you have any other concerns ^-^
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i hate when i'm being over cynical. I've noticed that I am usually super cynical whenever I'm in a bad mood for whatever reason. Once I notice that, I try to fix whatever is putting me in a bad mood. but it's hard a lot of the times to know why im in a bad mood. Usually as to do with a lack of sleep or a lack of connection. Once I know why im in a bd mood, i can usually fix it.Achromalia wrote: 6z4f3o
ah
cynicism arrives again
i love the horror story that is humanity
anyways, idk im tired. no brain power left
im finally home from my vacation
funny to say that I'm "home", when I was just visiting my original "home"
do I have two homes, or is my new home my main home? idk it's relative
everything is relative pogchamp
tired
good night
ah
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that and many of the fundamental things i dread are fundamentally "unfixable", although i do imagine many people might find that exaggerative or be sympathetically inclined to note that many things can appear that way but ultimately be remedied with time. i dont agree in these particular cases but i also sympathize
that and its kinda hard to say anyway since i tend to like being intentionally vague
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i suppose many of these could be true for me, but its also probably not exhaustively applicablePenguin wrote: 17b4d
i hate when i'm being over cynical. I've noticed that I am usually super cynical whenever I'm in a bad mood for whatever reason. Once I notice that, I try to fix whatever is putting me in a bad mood. but it's hard a lot of the times to know why im in a bad mood. Usually as to do with a lack of sleep or a lack of connection. Once I know why im in a bd mood, i can usually fix it.Achromalia wrote: 6z4f3o
ah
cynicism arrives again
i love the horror story that is humanity
anyways, idk im tired. no brain power left
that and many of the fundamental things i dread are fundamentally "unfixable", although i do imagine many people might find that exaggerative or be sympathetically inclined to note that many things can appear that way but ultimately be remedied with time. i dont agree in these particular cases but i also sympathize
that and its kinda hard to say anyway since i tend to like being intentionally vague
I can tell you from my personal experience, tooth pain is not something that you want to be complacent about.
Not that I’m implying you are doing so, for all I know you’re already scheduled to get it checked out. But in case you haven’t yet, please please please get it fixed.
It is by far the most debilitating and excruciating experience I have had in my life so far.
Not that I’m implying you are doing so, for all I know you’re already scheduled to get it checked out. But in case you haven’t yet, please please please get it fixed.
It is by far the most debilitating and excruciating experience I have had in my life so far.
current tumblr discourse: people are trying to apply the blizzard diversity chart to real life
"there are two genders: man and political" except apparently it's progressive and feminist praxis instead of a surface-level jab at ridiculous attitudes
(i'm just very annoyed right now. i'm gonna find something more productive to think about)
"there are two genders: man and political" except apparently it's progressive and feminist praxis instead of a surface-level jab at ridiculous attitudes
(i'm just very annoyed right now. i'm gonna find something more productive to think about)
I wish I could experience it with other people that I’m close with as well, but nobody I know here in Texas is super open to those types of experiences. There’s truly something beautiful about sharing experiences with those you hold close to you.Achromalia wrote: 6z4f3o
jazz is neat :> glad u could experience new things and live a little
I really value trying new things. Helps keep life fresh and makes it easier to talk to all types of people in life.
cozy days in the warm golden glow of the late morning sun...IAMACROBA wrote: 1g5939
very cute kitty,,,,Achromalia wrote: 6z4f3o
very pretty setting and to be funny (why she kinda 👀👀👀👀)
this is what i imagine eastern europe looks like
watery places have been an imaginary "home" for me, and... i guess with the imagery of being able to feel coherently comfortably myself, wading through water would honestly appear really really life-giving :') in reality though its probably just getting sopping wet and being annoyed bc everything needs to be washed off, but like if bodily sensations were just well-tuned enough then maybe there would be a gratifying experience in breathing it all in and feeling the funny ways the fabric clings to skin and the ways my weight would be distributed across the water... idk, its all kind of a mythical fantasy to me at this point
also lots and lots of daydreams of laying in fields as/with replicas or other adored characters of mine
Achromalia wrote: 6z4f3o
cozy days in the warm golden glow of the late morning sun...IAMACROBA wrote: 1g5939
very cute kitty,,,,Achromalia wrote: 6z4f3o
very pretty setting and to be funny (why she kinda 👀👀👀👀)
this is what i imagine eastern europe looks like
watery places have been an imaginary "home" for me, and... i guess with the imagery of being able to feel coherently comfortably myself, wading through water would honestly appear really really life-giving :') in reality though its probably just getting sopping wet and being annoyed bc everything needs to be washed off, but like if bodily sensations were just well-tuned enough then maybe there would be a gratifying experience in breathing it all in and feeling the funny ways the fabric clings to skin and the ways my weight would be distributed across the water... idk, its all kind of a mythical fantasy to me at this point
also lots and lots of daydreams of laying in fields as/with replicas or other adored characters of mine
that whole interaction reminds me of the first time we spoke around a year ago. i can’t believe ive known you for that long.
...i , i think, and im almost surprised its already been this longIAMACROBA wrote: 1g5939
that whole interaction reminds me of the first time we spoke around a year ago. i can’t believe ive known you for that long.Achromalia wrote: 6z4f3o
cozy days in the warm golden glow of the late morning sun...
watery places have been an imaginary "home" for me, and... i guess with the imagery of being able to feel coherently comfortably myself, wading through water would honestly appear really really life-giving :') in reality though its probably just getting sopping wet and being annoyed bc everything needs to be washed off, but like if bodily sensations were just well-tuned enough then maybe there would be a gratifying experience in breathing it all in and feeling the funny ways the fabric clings to skin and the ways my weight would be distributed across the water... idk, its all kind of a mythical fantasy to me at this point
also lots and lots of daydreams of laying in fields as/with replicas or other adored characters of mine
im starting to notice that i wasted a lot of time in a blur and havent paid a lot of attention to time
and as a result the years have been ing disturbingly quickly
its like one single very very long blurry day instead of an actual year, let alone five-ish years...
ive been where i am for five years... and yet ive decayed so much, like
i found so much about myself and who i want to grow to be (or rather, who i wish i was from the start), but
at what cost? ive lost touch with reality so much, ive grown so so so stupidly tired and lost
either way, i really did love the time spent there, conversations like those were...
really comforting, and kind of exciting ;v; at least in the sense that there was a sort of
...intuitive chemistry? intuitive loop? it was just really easy to be there
Achromalia wrote: 6z4f3o
...i , i think, and im almost surprised its already been this longIAMACROBA wrote: 1g5939
that whole interaction reminds me of the first time we spoke around a year ago. i can’t believe ive known you for that long.Achromalia wrote: 6z4f3o
cozy days in the warm golden glow of the late morning sun...
watery places have been an imaginary "home" for me, and... i guess with the imagery of being able to feel coherently comfortably myself, wading through water would honestly appear really really life-giving :') in reality though its probably just getting sopping wet and being annoyed bc everything needs to be washed off, but like if bodily sensations were just well-tuned enough then maybe there would be a gratifying experience in breathing it all in and feeling the funny ways the fabric clings to skin and the ways my weight would be distributed across the water... idk, its all kind of a mythical fantasy to me at this point
also lots and lots of daydreams of laying in fields as/with replicas or other adored characters of mine
im starting to notice that i wasted a lot of time in a blur and havent paid a lot of attention to time
and as a result the years have been ing disturbingly quickly
its like one single very very long blurry day instead of an actual year, let alone five-ish years...
ive been where i am for five years... and yet ive decayed so much, like
i found so much about myself and who i want to grow to be (or rather, who i wish i was from the start), but
at what cost? ive lost touch with reality so much, ive grown so so so stupidly tired and lost
either way, i really did love the time spent there, conversations like those were...
really comforting, and kind of exciting ;v; at least in the sense that there was a sort of
...intuitive chemistry? intuitive loop? it was just really easy to be there
i agree, with all of this honestly. it’s comfortingly heavy, depressing, and just really discombobulating how much time has ed. I do also feel like the last 5 years have ed in a blink, a blur, etc.
it’s still easy to be here, i just pop in and out instead of staying. i’ll always check on youand think about you. years from now, etc. you and a bunxh of others i’ll have floating in my final moments, wishing i could’ve spent more time with them. it’s sad, but that’s life is jt not?
who knows.
don’t worry! fret not! i can help in kind words and can bring you cool sticks to distract yourself from the struggles of unfurnishing!!!Achromalia wrote: 6z4f3o
preparing to furnish my new domain of impending doom
by first unfurnishing my domain of leases ending soon
i want to dissolve into water this is exhaustingggg urgghhh c':