fentanyl

Lick

(attempting to) do math right now

come follow me into the Daaark,
with your Heaaart as the Ark 
which shall Shine You the Wayyyyy...

because i'm With You in the Daaark,
with your Hеaaart as my Mark 
which shall Guide You The Wayyyyy (Through The Wavеsssss)...

gonna sleep now,, will see you all tomorrow!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say good night too!! <3

［ 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔪𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔟𝔩𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱 𝔞𝔭𝔭𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔰. ］

follow me

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JLuca913 891 wrote: 336u4k

Osudroid96 wrote: 22j1i

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Osudroid96 wrote: 22j1i

lost

yo droid what are your thoughts on my 117pp padoru NF play lol

I'm gonna roast you lil duck XD

Just kidding, why did you use NF? I don't like low acc pp but I farmed padoru A LOT so I'm not complaining.

Keep on the grind my friend!

um
uhh
how do I say this

I failed at some point in the map

and using NF is just funny icl LOL

117pp while failing in the map? This CSR is nuts

［ * now, what d'ya think? where do we go? no wrong answer... ］

［ * "nowhere" ］

Multichromalia

good morning everyone!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too!
hopefully i can draw today lol ;v;

foundsilver

Osudroid96 wrote: 22j1i

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JLuca913 891 wrote: 336u4k

Osudroid96 wrote: 22j1i

lost

yo droid what are your thoughts on my 117pp padoru NF play lol

I'm gonna roast you lil duck XD

Just kidding, why did you use NF? I don't like low acc pp but I farmed padoru A LOT so I'm not complaining.

Keep on the grind my friend!

um
uhh
how do I say this

I failed at some point in the map

and using NF is just funny icl LOL

117pp while failing in the map? This CSR is nuts

I love PP rework <3

god i want jalapeno-flavoured crisps so badly rn i can almost taste them

synthwavesquid wrote: 371e23

god i want jalapeno-flavoured crisps so badly rn i can almost taste them

sounds bri'ish

LA baby

Farfocele wrote: 2y4v31

synthwavesquid wrote: 371e23

god i want jalapeno-flavoured crisps so badly rn i can almost taste them

sounds bri'ish

but they're tasty (ergo not british)

HA HA HA ... THIS POWER IS

FREEDOM.

I WON'T HAVE TO BE JUST A PUPPET ANY MORE!!!!

...

OR... so... I... thought.

WHAT ARE THESE STRINGS!? WHY AM I NOT [BIG] ENOUGH!? It's still DARK... SO DARK!

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hi

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hi

Day 9 has been a beautiful and culturally enriching day. I love life.

penguins love laughing in life

lets all love life
lets all love life
lets all love life
lets all love life

Live laugh love yall.

= dodge (1).
= taunt.
= dust: add a "dream" to your hand.

Getting sleepy

i wish to be observed to an almost sickeningly voyeuristic extent

i wish to observe people's experiences/pleasures/perspectives to a sickeningly voyeuristic extent, while not being a person myself

IAMACROBA wrote: 1g5939

i wish to be observed to an almost sickeningly voyeuristic extent

hello i am your optometrist today :) so i hear youre having problems with eye pressure?

i see... in that case, i think i'll be interested in taking note of some iop readings during your exam. in the meanwhile, let's sit here for now while i prepare. let me know if there's anything i can do to help you feel comfortable or if you have any other concerns ^-^

gonna sleep now,, will see you all tomorrow!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say good night too <3

I don’t .

Where was I?

Who am I?

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hi

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LucaJ197 219

lake ;v;

ergh i just want a slice of life of those two happy...

Chromalia

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Achromalia wrote: 6z4f3o

i wish to observe people's experiences/pleasures/perspectives to a sickeningly voyeuristic extent, while not being a person myself

IAMACROBA wrote: 1g5939

i wish to be observed to an almost sickeningly voyeuristic extent

hello i am your optometrist today :) so i hear youre having problems with eye pressure?

i see... in that case, i think i'll be interested in taking note of some iop readings during your exam. in the meanwhile, let's sit here for now while i prepare. let me know if there's anything i can do to help you feel comfortable or if you have any other concerns ^-^

[nervous and excited squawking]

CIOIFIWJRPPQPIKVNSNWVFOXBWIVC

I am a Cobra

Osudroid96 wrote: 22j1i

I am a Cobra

did you leave the OT team lol

Yes I did, Neko guy for now

meow

good morning everyone!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too <3
hopefully i can draw something today...

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Brotha

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dithering...

Achromalia wrote: 6z4f3o

dithering...

dillying and dallying and ultimately waiting for someone to inject my bones with molten metal

gonna sleep now,, will see you all tomorrow!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say good night too! <3

ah

cynicism arrives again

i love the horror story that is humanity

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Achromalia wrote: 6z4f3o

ah

cynicism arrives again

i love the horror story that is humanity

i hate when i'm being over cynical. I've noticed that I am usually super cynical whenever I'm in a bad mood for whatever reason. Once I notice that, I try to fix whatever is putting me in a bad mood. but it's hard a lot of the times to know why im in a bad mood. Usually as to do with a lack of sleep or a lack of connection. Once I know why im in a bd mood, i can usually fix it.

anyways, idk im tired. no brain power left

im finally home from my vacation

funny to say that I'm "home", when I was just visiting my original "home"

do I have two homes, or is my new home my main home? idk it's relative

everything is relative pogchamp

tired

good night

Pencilguin

ah

points

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Achromalia wrote: 6z4f3o

ah

cynicism arrives again

i love the horror story that is humanity

i hate when i'm being over cynical. I've noticed that I am usually super cynical whenever I'm in a bad mood for whatever reason. Once I notice that, I try to fix whatever is putting me in a bad mood. but it's hard a lot of the times to know why im in a bad mood. Usually as to do with a lack of sleep or a lack of connection. Once I know why im in a bd mood, i can usually fix it.

anyways, idk im tired. no brain power left

i suppose many of these could be true for me, but its also probably not exhaustively applicable

that and many of the fundamental things i dread are fundamentally "unfixable", although i do imagine many people might find that exaggerative or be sympathetically inclined to note that many things can appear that way but ultimately be remedied with time. i dont agree in these particular cases but i also sympathize

that and its kinda hard to say anyway since i tend to like being intentionally vague

Macromalia

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referee_gang

mweh

good morning everyone!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too <3
hopefully i can draw stuff today...

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lostgold

beatsaberapple69

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Toothache

ShinRun wrote: 2y3b2c

Toothache

open wiiiiide

gone rotten

It’s killing me

I can tell you from my personal experience, tooth pain is not something that you want to be complacent about.

Not that I’m implying you are doing so, for all I know you’re already scheduled to get it checked out. But in case you haven’t yet, please please please get it fixed.

It is by far the most debilitating and excruciating experience I have had in my life so far.

zzzz

current tumblr discourse: people are trying to apply the blizzard diversity chart to real life

"there are two genders: man and political" except apparently it's progressive and feminist praxis instead of a surface-level jab at ridiculous attitudes

(i'm just very annoyed right now. i'm gonna find something more productive to think about)

gonna sleep now,, will see you all tomorrow!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say good night too <3

wasting time, wasting away

...

winnowing the withered remains
of my rotten eggs, scrambled and sieved
liquidating whats left of me

not chromatic

not android

yes

good morning everyone!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too <3
gonna try to draw today, so hopefully i'll have something to share :p

First day back at work since vacation 😮‍💨

ultrakill

eep privation

I went to a Jazz bar last night. Was fun. Good vibes. Bad place to meet similar people to me though. Everyone was either old (60’s avg age) or on a date with someone.

Oh well, my main intent was to enjoy the music. Meeting people was never the main focus.

jazz is neat :> glad u could experience new things and live a little

Achromalia wrote: 6z4f3o

jazz is neat :> glad u could experience new things and live a little

I wish I could experience it with other people that I’m close with as well, but nobody I know here in Texas is super open to those types of experiences. There’s truly something beautiful about sharing experiences with those you hold close to you.

I really value trying new things. Helps keep life fresh and makes it easier to talk to all types of people in life.

Achromalia wrote: 6z4f3o

very cute kitty,,,,

very pretty setting and to be funny (why she kinda 👀👀👀👀)

this is what i imagine eastern europe looks like

IAMACROBA wrote: 1g5939

Achromalia wrote: 6z4f3o

very cute kitty,,,,

very pretty setting and to be funny (why she kinda 👀👀👀👀)

this is what i imagine eastern europe looks like

cozy days in the warm golden glow of the late morning sun...

watery places have been an imaginary "home" for me, and... i guess with the imagery of being able to feel coherently comfortably myself, wading through water would honestly appear really really life-giving :') in reality though its probably just getting sopping wet and being annoyed bc everything needs to be washed off, but like if bodily sensations were just well-tuned enough then maybe there would be a gratifying experience in breathing it all in and feeling the funny ways the fabric clings to skin and the ways my weight would be distributed across the water... idk, its all kind of a mythical fantasy to me at this point

also lots and lots of daydreams of laying in fields as/with replicas or other adored characters of mine

Achromalia wrote: 6z4f3o

IAMACROBA wrote: 1g5939

Achromalia wrote: 6z4f3o

very cute kitty,,,,

very pretty setting and to be funny (why she kinda 👀👀👀👀)

this is what i imagine eastern europe looks like

cozy days in the warm golden glow of the late morning sun...

watery places have been an imaginary "home" for me, and... i guess with the imagery of being able to feel coherently comfortably myself, wading through water would honestly appear really really life-giving :') in reality though its probably just getting sopping wet and being annoyed bc everything needs to be washed off, but like if bodily sensations were just well-tuned enough then maybe there would be a gratifying experience in breathing it all in and feeling the funny ways the fabric clings to skin and the ways my weight would be distributed across the water... idk, its all kind of a mythical fantasy to me at this point

also lots and lots of daydreams of laying in fields as/with replicas or other adored characters of mine

that whole interaction reminds me of the first time we spoke around a year ago. i can’t believe ive known you for that long.

IAMACROBA wrote: 1g5939

Achromalia wrote: 6z4f3o

cozy days in the warm golden glow of the late morning sun...

watery places have been an imaginary "home" for me, and... i guess with the imagery of being able to feel coherently comfortably myself, wading through water would honestly appear really really life-giving :') in reality though its probably just getting sopping wet and being annoyed bc everything needs to be washed off, but like if bodily sensations were just well-tuned enough then maybe there would be a gratifying experience in breathing it all in and feeling the funny ways the fabric clings to skin and the ways my weight would be distributed across the water... idk, its all kind of a mythical fantasy to me at this point

also lots and lots of daydreams of laying in fields as/with replicas or other adored characters of mine

that whole interaction reminds me of the first time we spoke around a year ago. i can’t believe ive known you for that long.

...i , i think, and im almost surprised its already been this long
im starting to notice that i wasted a lot of time in a blur and havent paid a lot of attention to time
and as a result the years have been ing disturbingly quickly

its like one single very very long blurry day instead of an actual year, let alone five-ish years...
ive been where i am for five years... and yet ive decayed so much, like

i found so much about myself and who i want to grow to be (or rather, who i wish i was from the start), but
at what cost? ive lost touch with reality so much, ive grown so so so stupidly tired and lost

either way, i really did love the time spent there, conversations like those were...
really comforting, and kind of exciting ;v; at least in the sense that there was a sort of
...intuitive chemistry? intuitive loop? it was just really easy to be there

Achromalia wrote: 6z4f3o

IAMACROBA wrote: 1g5939

Achromalia wrote: 6z4f3o

cozy days in the warm golden glow of the late morning sun...

watery places have been an imaginary "home" for me, and... i guess with the imagery of being able to feel coherently comfortably myself, wading through water would honestly appear really really life-giving :') in reality though its probably just getting sopping wet and being annoyed bc everything needs to be washed off, but like if bodily sensations were just well-tuned enough then maybe there would be a gratifying experience in breathing it all in and feeling the funny ways the fabric clings to skin and the ways my weight would be distributed across the water... idk, its all kind of a mythical fantasy to me at this point

also lots and lots of daydreams of laying in fields as/with replicas or other adored characters of mine

that whole interaction reminds me of the first time we spoke around a year ago. i can’t believe ive known you for that long.

...i , i think, and im almost surprised its already been this long
im starting to notice that i wasted a lot of time in a blur and havent paid a lot of attention to time
and as a result the years have been ing disturbingly quickly

its like one single very very long blurry day instead of an actual year, let alone five-ish years...
ive been where i am for five years... and yet ive decayed so much, like

i found so much about myself and who i want to grow to be (or rather, who i wish i was from the start), but
at what cost? ive lost touch with reality so much, ive grown so so so stupidly tired and lost

either way, i really did love the time spent there, conversations like those were...
really comforting, and kind of exciting ;v; at least in the sense that there was a sort of
...intuitive chemistry? intuitive loop? it was just really easy to be there

i agree, with all of this honestly. it’s comfortingly heavy, depressing, and just really discombobulating how much time has ed. I do also feel like the last 5 years have ed in a blink, a blur, etc.

it’s still easy to be here, i just pop in and out instead of staying. i’ll always check on youand think about you. years from now, etc. you and a bunxh of others i’ll have floating in my final moments, wishing i could’ve spent more time with them. it’s sad, but that’s life is jt not?

who knows.

bad sign that i wasn't able to tell if a memory was real or not

Doing last minute cramming on a homework for a course.

Although this time it's not my fault, the teacher gave us 1 and a half day to do the homework.

gonna sleep now,, will see you all tomorrow!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say good night too!! <3

...

gn

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I like mes with names. synthflatclutterfish