In the hustle and bustle of life, and a meaningless one at that, I find in the madness of this game a haven of absolute disconnection. __Me myself; now, right now.

Hi! I am cashAn, a nickname formed by mixing some letters of my real name.
I don't when I first heard about this game, or when I first played it on a friend's computer, but now, I find myself coming back and writing for the first time on this forum. So, hi!

To be honest, I've lost the joy of living for the past five years. But now, thanks to this game: OSU! I've found a spark again! There's something deeply satisfying to watch the numbers increase as my ability does, I've found it...
Life feels like a stopped counter that you watch, hoping, but losing time, and with the time comes the void that stops the clock while, all alone, you fall into a pit of working routine and bad habits impossible to escape from.

Now I see it: the counter has moved! This intro is also increasing another counter, and another is ticking upward while I write, and read, and play, and breathe.

So, in conclusion, for the third time in this post:
Hi, from cashAn!

welcome

cashAn wrote: 733e1

In the hustle and bustle of life, and a meaningless one at that, I find in the madness of this game a haven of absolute disconnection. __Me myself; now, right now.

Hi! I am cashAn, a nickname formed by mixing some letters of my real name.
I don't when I first heard about this game, or when I first played it on a friend's computer, but now, I find myself coming back and writing for the first time on this forum. So, hi!

To be honest, I've lost the joy of living for the past five years. But now, thanks to this game: OSU! I've found a spark again! There's something deeply satisfying to watch the numbers increase as my ability does, I've found it...
Life feels like a stopped counter that you watch, hoping, but losing time, and with the time comes the void that stops the clock while, all alone, you fall into a pit of working routine and bad habits impossible to escape from.

Now I see it: the counter has moved! This intro is also increasing another counter, and another is ticking upward while I write, and read, and play, and breathe.

So, in conclusion, for the third time in this post:
Hi, from cashAn!

Welcome to the community!

I understand what you feel because it happened to me once and thanks to this game I was able to overcome that bad streak.

Have fun and i hope you get better in any way.