lostsilver wrote: 2h4ne
oh... i'm sorry if it seems like i'm deflecting or moving past what you say, as i don't mean for it to seem that way... and i understand the mirror thing now, too. but it's okay. like i said, everyone has different ways of perceiving the way others act, think or speak. everyone's different in their own ways. but there's no reason to feel sorry about it! everyone thinks differently ^^Achromalia wrote: 6z4f3o
mm, that bolded part is sort of what i mean though. every time something happens, it is consistently deflected, consistently moved past-- that is what i feel people might grow to believe is ironically inconsiderate...lostsilver wrote: 2h4ne
omg that is so much to read--
i have adhd so i cannot read stuff like this-
also yeah the mirror of yourself thing is a bit strange (;o o)
and this part
is a bit unsettling o-o but there's no need to apologize!!! we all have different ways of living and viewing things, so its ok <3Achromalia wrote: 6z4f3o
...its just, you dont seem to explore anything, there isnt really that much visible introspection, as though anything and everything must only ever be "silly" and nothing else is possible or safe to express in a sober or serious way;; idk if this is insulting or disappointing or kind of unsettling to hear (specifically because of this being a stranger-turned-acquaintance trying to psychoanalyze you when youre just trying to do your thing and live your life), i may try to apologize more meaningfully if so and clarify some things
but anyways... let's just have fun here, right?
it might be that people (well, in this case its just me speaking for myself) would be likely to believe that the refusal to dwell on something is in a way dismissing or minimizing what people express regardless of whether you say you dont mean to
also;; ill try to be more concise/short if i can, this is one of my greater character flaws that i struggle with. i tend to wonder if im just addicted to thinking all the time and sabotaging everything as a result
with "being a mirror", this is more like a turn-of-phrase, more specifically meant to say "its just... a lot easier to communicate with people if theyre like me, kind of like looking at a reflection of yourself in the mirror", if that clarifies anything;;
...although, the more i question and wonder about this, the more i regret really having any opinions/impressions. it always just seems unfair to feel anything about anyone, like its an imposition on them if i ask that they recognize something when they probably feel ok without being abruptly pulled aside to think about it
...and i think that covers everything
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lostsilver wrote: 2h4ne
amazingly mysterious, sweetly talkative! thread necromancer at their best <3
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