^ most likely a combination that i wouldn't -- it may be unique, but nobody said i had to be able to identify it~ and also i don't most of the things i eat all that well, not on the spot... i forget taste and generally am not the person to ask for food-related questions. however, to give at least some answer, although it probably isn't the most unique i've had (because i wouldn't know if i can't to begin with), i guess i would include something like chili and lemon flakes on bread... maybe in the top twenty of the list, in some unknown position
< i don't want to live like this. but i don't seem to know how to bring myself to willingly stop this gross negligence of my well-being. it feels like i can't live until i have a sense of self i can willingly develop through a method i can tangibly reach and understand. and that person, as i see it, would have had to be born in different circumstances much more suitable for them to behold than this
> i fear you all, kind of, but not entirely. am i exaggerating? maybe it's not fear at all, not so much as it is shame. it's hard to understand people here, but maybe that's people in general... i'm sure it's the same for many others, after all
v what is something you are greatly insecure about that you wish people could understand the nuances of, as well as how they informed your perspective and therefore the way you respond to your circumstances?